The Woman with the Rainbow Eyes
By Laura Lynn Miller
NEW BRUNSWICK, N.J., July 28 – The number one is yellow, two is orange and three is purple according to Rutgers University student Ryan Barton.
For so many years, she couldn’t understand why when yellow one was added to an orange two that it equaled a purple three and not a yellowish, orange three instead.
For her math teachers, they couldn’t understand why Barton saw numbers in different colors in the first place.
“They just thought it was something I picked up while looking at their flashcards,” Barton said. “I believed them until I found out there were more like me out there.”
The 22-year-old Barton is one of a small group people who have the extraordinary brain condition, synaesthesia.
Unlike the average brain, which experiences things in life as they are through the five senses of sight, hearing, smell, taste and touch, people with synaesthesia, called synaesthetes, are born with their senses crossed, causing them to experience a certain type of sensation automatically when they interact with a particular type of stimuli.
Out of the 45 types of synaesthesia, Barton has grapheme-color synaesthesia, allowing her to see numbers and letters in different colors.
For hundreds of years, doctors have documented synaesthetic experiences. But since synaesthetic experiences is something only a synaesthete can actually witness, skeptics believed that the experiences were just made up by the individual as mnemonic devices or that the person suffered a brain injury in the past.
When neuroscientists began investigating synaesthesia in the 1980s though, advancements in technology made the scientists realize that the experiences of synaesthesia never changed, said Barton.
“It’s not like you can just assign a random color to a number or letter or day of the week because you can’t really choose it because it’s just there,” said Barton. “You can’t say Wednesdays are going to be blue, the next time is green and then 20 years from now it’s orange, it’s just always going to be blue for me.”
Unlike most synaesthetes, Barton shares an even more unique trait as she experiences not only grapheme-color synaesthesia, but another form called music-color synaesthesia, which allows her to perceive shapes and colors when hearing a sound.
When Barton was 14-years-old, she realized her perception was different from others when she read that her favorite band, The Beatles wrote many of their songs while on LSD said Barton.
“I read that one aspect of the LSD high is that a person can see colors and that this aspect was called pseudosynaesthesia,” said Barton. “The funny part was that I have always seen color with music, but I was never tripping out on acid.”
Soon afterward, Barton began her research into synaesthesia, meeting various people with the condition on-line, including a pen pal, which she still has to this day.
“Every song has a solid-colored backdrop and other colors, shapes and images are constantly going over it,” said Barton. “In The Beatles’ song, “With You, Without You,” there is a green background and the sitar in the song creates really beautiful golden yellow orbs that bounce and drip, which is probably why I like listening to sitars so much.”
Of course, being a synaesthete has always been easy for Barton as like anything else, it has its downside.
“I can’t listen to music while I’m studying unless it’s really low because of the words with the colors on the page and the colors in the background,” Barton said. “It’s like I’m dealing with two things at once and this goes the same for when I’m sleeping.”
Today, Barton is majoring in music and minoring in psychology at Rutgers University in New Brunswick while painting her experiences and explaining to others the importance of synaesthesia in her spare time.
“It’s interesting when I tell people that I have this because either they nod their head and walk away like I’m crazy or they ask me what color their name is and get mad at me when it is a color they don’t like,” said Barton.
Researchers in the past have said that one in 25,000 people have synaesthesia, but Barton like other researchers believe that this number is too low because in society, both synaesthetes and non-synaesthetes alike still are unaware of the condition.
“There is definitely a great possibility that there is more people out there with synaesthesia because they probably believe that they just picked it up somewhere like I thought,” said Barton. “But now with all the research today, I think other synaesthetes will realize that they are not alone and are not going to be afraid to talk about it.”
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